thursday

well i ain't posted for a few days my sleeps been pretty "normal" if you put normal to the average joe that ain't on night shifts :)

                                                I just wan't to write about hypofocus!
                                      

i'm experancing what is known as hyperfoucus in the ASD but not on the same scale so the medical term for it would not even be called hyperfocus this what i experiance in "zones" would be deemed as hypofocus! ;D

but i cant even explain this to folks with ADHD as they think it is all types of things ranging as what I would call a normal zone, to innattention?

i read a good book about ADHD it was called i'm not stupid lazy or crazy!!!

this book really spoke to me! and i can empathise with others that there is zones of inattention i have them myself basically confusion, misunderstanding, misinterpratation,
i did have some foresight and show a video of recollision of a phone book from the rainman film but it showed the toothpick incident i did explain that it was not the toothpick i was showing them.
and some take things in better via visual discriptions!
some would claim this is hyperfocus?
some with ADHD would not be able to read text or even comprehend what you are even writting, others would not get this zone as they have never experanced it!
i can't really say i have properly experianced hyperactivity in the true sense of the word! folks may mop there floor, do the dishes, and bung a load in the wash remember it's there chuck it in the dryer and not forget about it to go smelly! this is what i put down to a normal "zone" a little window of oppertunity to get things done!
hyperactivity is judged by the common or garden man so as the common man would work until say 5:30 plonk his arse on the sofa knackered my have a kip may chill out and watch some telly wind down chill out!
the hyperactive model would finish work and be up for a rave!

i here discriptions of ADHD like it's a constant noise in you're head i do not get this anralargy?

i don't hear no noise in my head?

i just live in zones i can't dictate if i could choose the zone i would have no problem but it ain't up to me :(

i know my zones!

the thing is books are published these books are not wrote by adhd'ers (even though some claim they are) they are written by people that want to cash in on selling a concept?

an ADHD'er-
 can be a top student in class!
can pass exams!
can go to uni!
can get a degree!

totally unmedicated

but is this type of ADHD'er in the same hypofocus realm i experance in "zones"?

what i'm talking about is the ability to store and recall like when i'm in the zone i could either take in information or spout out information like i was an egghead! :)

or having a conversation be wax lyrical coherant multi task take in what people are saying.

not going eeeeeerrrrrrrrmmmm nah it's gone.

there is no key to ADHD it does not speak with a universal voice and this causes confusion.

then this will cause stupid petty and needless squabbles?

then you get people saying this means this, that means that throw up a load of links and crap information!

but nothings going to change the core symptoms of my ADHD well maybe drugs but i will approch that with an open mind?

ok thats what the man in the white jacket say's?

so what do you say..........?

ADHD inattentive type has no logic things don't compute

so instead of working this out it is a nodding dog scenario! or as i'm in wales sheep if you like! or the domino effect what ever you wan't to call it?