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thursday

well i ain't posted for a few days my sleeps been pretty "normal" if you put normal to the average joe that ain't on night shifts :)

                                                I just wan't to write about hypofocus!
                                      

i'm experancing what is known as hyperfoucus in the ASD but not on the same scale so the medical term for it would not even be called hyperfocus this what i experiance in "zones" would be deemed as hypofocus! ;D

but i cant even explain this to folks with ADHD as they think it is all types of things ranging as what I would call a normal zone, to innattention?

i read a good book about ADHD it was called i'm not stupid lazy or crazy!!!

this book really spoke to me! and i can empathise with others that there is zones of inattention i have them myself basically confusion, misunderstanding, misinterpratation,
i did have some foresight and show a video of recollision of a phone book from the rainman film but it showed the toothpick incident i did explain that it was not the toothpick i was showing them.
and some take things in better via visual discriptions!
some would claim this is hyperfocus?
some with ADHD would not be able to read text or even comprehend what you are even writting, others would not get this zone as they have never experanced it!
i can't really say i have properly experianced hyperactivity in the true sense of the word! folks may mop there floor, do the dishes, and bung a load in the wash remember it's there chuck it in the dryer and not forget about it to go smelly! this is what i put down to a normal "zone" a little window of oppertunity to get things done!
hyperactivity is judged by the common or garden man so as the common man would work until say 5:30 plonk his arse on the sofa knackered my have a kip may chill out and watch some telly wind down chill out!
the hyperactive model would finish work and be up for a rave!

i here discriptions of ADHD like it's a constant noise in you're head i do not get this anralargy?

i don't hear no noise in my head?

i just live in zones i can't dictate if i could choose the zone i would have no problem but it ain't up to me :(

i know my zones!

the thing is books are published these books are not wrote by adhd'ers (even though some claim they are) they are written by people that want to cash in on selling a concept?

an ADHD'er-
 can be a top student in class!
can pass exams!
can go to uni!
can get a degree!

totally unmedicated

but is this type of ADHD'er in the same hypofocus realm i experance in "zones"?

what i'm talking about is the ability to store and recall like when i'm in the zone i could either take in information or spout out information like i was an egghead! :)

or having a conversation be wax lyrical coherant multi task take in what people are saying.

not going eeeeeerrrrrrrrmmmm nah it's gone.

there is no key to ADHD it does not speak with a universal voice and this causes confusion.

then this will cause stupid petty and needless squabbles?

then you get people saying this means this, that means that throw up a load of links and crap information!

but nothings going to change the core symptoms of my ADHD well maybe drugs but i will approch that with an open mind?

ok thats what the man in the white jacket say's?

so what do you say..........?

ADHD inattentive type has no logic things don't compute

so instead of working this out it is a nodding dog scenario! or as i'm in wales sheep if you like! or the domino effect what ever you wan't to call it?

monday

sleep 21-00 - 03-30 hr

i got a busy day today firstly i must pic up my perscription!

then try and sort an appointment with a vets! i should really book myself into the vets they may be able to diagnose me :D

sunday the 14th

my blog dates are all over the place i've only just noticed the times don't tally and i ain't a day forwards so i hope i've sorted it :)
i've had over 12 hours sleep nothing is getting done and i forgot to put the wheelie bin out and my bin is full but i'm sure my general waste bin gets empty'd this week?
but i'm not sure what day?
i've only lived here for years :D

the probation service letter

the probation service hold information that is key to helping me get a proper diagnosis will they part with this information? well thats up to them if they want me back on an order that can be arranged easy just by breaching the data protection act they made me sign. llllloooooooooooooolllll :D

saturday

Senior doctorsThe terms 'senior' and 'junior' in the medical profession indicate whether or not the doctor concerned is still in training. Senior doctors have many titles. The two most familiar are consultant and GP. There are others, however, including: staff doctors, specialty doctor, associate specialist, trust doctor, hospital practitioner, clinical assistant and clinical medical officer. These other titles are often grouped together and called staff and associate specialists ('SAS' doctors).


Consultants and general practitioners are allowed to practise independently (ie without supervision), and are considered to be fully trained, although all doctors are required to pursue continuing professional development (CPD) throughout their careers. Before a doctor can become a consultant or general practitioner they need to be listed on the GMC's specialist register for hospital and other specialists, or the GP register for GPs. Consultants are responsible for the education and supervision of junior doctors, and for the supervision of SAS doctors.

SAS doctors are an experienced group of hospital doctors who have spent some time as junior doctors but most of them have not completed all of the specialist training in the UK needed to be registered on the GMC's specialist register. Some SAS doctors do however achieve specialist registration by having their qualifications and experience assessed by the PMETB, and for personal reasons remain practising as SAS doctors rather than taking up consultant posts.
Academic doctorsAcademic or clinical academic doctors teach or conduct research at universities. In many cases, academic doctors combine their academic work with practice as clinicians. Academic doctors are responsible for teaching new generations of doctors and undertaking research in order to take forward the science of medicine. Common job titles for academic doctors are: clinical academic fellow, clinical lecturer, clinical research fellow, lecturer, senior lecturer, professor or reader. Academics who are professors, readers or senior lecturers will normally have a clinical contract at a hospital or be a GP. A doctor in a post such as clinical lecturer will also normally occupy a training grade post such as specialty registrar or GP registrar.

here is some BMA guidelines i dug out it's just amazing in this day and age with the information super highway NHS trusts just think they can fob you off with any old shit!
i still have not heard back from the NHS trust involved i think they have somthing to hide ;)http://www.bma.org.uk/patients_public/whos_who_healthcare/glossdoctors.jsp

i have not bloged in a few days i'm getting 8+ hours a night/day but i an finging i am falling asleep infront of the telly so going to bed then i'm wide awake! for a few hours then going back to bed.

monday

over the weekend i've had loads of sleep after the heat but i don't feel any better for this sleep and it is making my inattention worse.
i filled my sugar bowl and put the empty sugar bag back in the cupboard! this is nothing i have been known in the passed to put the coffee in the fridge.
although i have had alot of sleep i feel worse for it lathargic, fatgued, i did clean the dogs area out, bathed the dog cleaned the dogs bedding and thats about it so the dog is really happy :)